Hatred

I hate myself, and everyone else
no love in my heart left for sharing
I have been down just like dirt in the ground
and there's no room left here for caring

Not a friend I could keep if it barked like a goat
and my dress it has holes much too revealing
I've been found as I am still I can't give a fuck
I think way to highly of others

Now it's time for myself I need nobody else
it's been death devils creep up beside me
so I lay down the lines and I die with the times
just like you'd be if you lived inside me

Hours passed like the sand that gets dripped in my eyes
with shadow that hides my own masking
I been too dumb to speak I've been cattled like sheep
now I die with the day that is rising

2 am ish

Fuck. My "just set in to make", failed. So, Nothing I tried worked out and my soul rotted. So I whispered all of this shit about to myself and became aware that every intention I had is lacking, and so I put on myself and summoned up all mad ideas with otherworlds and snarling spirits for kicks and uh about uh 100 years or so ago my show I let to the devil, my puzzling remarks inhead, goin' on... I was just about distracted that's all. Smiling just made me remember I was nothing special.